
.....ago

...today



My beautiful little Ava,
I hold you in my arms every single day and wish the same thing for you over and over again.
That you will always know how loved you are.
Do you know how many eyes light up when they see you coming near??? Do you know how many little hands are patting your back while I comfort you after a fall or a bump on the head???
Do you know how many giggles and laughs come bursting out of mouths when they see you dancing to your favorite songs...or just being the little goof that you are???
Ava, this last year with you has been bliss! Every single day when you wake up and start chatting away we hear Bette's voice booming, "AVA'S AWAKE!!!!!!" and as she runs to you and gets closer, her voice rises three octaves and she squeaks, "Hi Ava, did you take a nap?" as she smiles at you and pats your groggy little head.
Reagan can't help herself when she sees you playing on the floor. It takes her about 2.3 seconds to run over and scoop you up in her arms, much to your dismay. And while she walks around the house with you squirming around in her grip, she has a total grin on her face that makes my cheeks hurt just thinking about it. And I hope you understand how completely blessed you are to have Kaitlin as your sister. She adores you and loves you so completely! She is the best friend that you will ever have. Let us not forget about that handsome dude who loves to plug his ipod ear buds in your ears and play the songs that make your head start bobbing. I think it's so sweet that if he's holding you and his friends come to the door, he doesn't hurry and pawn you off on someone else because, how embarrassing would that be to show his buddies that he's a big softy?...No, you go to the door right along with him and entertain the boys until someone else comes and grabs you from him.
Ava, I don't even have the words to express how much daddy and I totally LOVE you. Please just know that when we hold you and dance with you and snuggle with you and feed you and watch you sleep...that means "I Love You" and we always will.













































